i don‘t konw how to call this part for name, so call no mame

recently i feel the great preasure from my daily study

with the end of this term ,more and more things need to be handled well.

i show my smile ,not the worried for my life ,for every one

yesternight i cried for nearly  3hours

just tears out of my eyes quitely ,

not too much sorrow

i don’t know why i am easy for cry from now on

maybe the sorrow  falling the deep heart ,and emoution easily canbe touched

the truth also maybe i made sth wrong.

God not see my serious and my heart.t

i wanna more careness not the blame painfully

i show my normal feeling even after catching the sad

nobody wrong,everyone is right.

everybody is innocent,just i think.

i sleep not good this morning, and awake early

and after i  can not fall into sleep

my eyes are red. and pain for cry a lot.

but i do not wanna show,

just i am fine.

because all of these are normall in life.