we just hang around where we are stay in ,i feel confused and struggle,the scores is normal and,all them for me just as usually,next state i am just thinking about them,local profession will be over,from them,i see a lot,but i don’t wanna continue the contrast,this company can be a lot change ,to tell truth, i have less passion on this try at this time.
For me ,i just feel little calm,and little hurried,i don’t know these states good or not.and i start thinking these phenomenons meaningful or not. i see a lot foreigners ,their ways to say,and their skills to handle with people, ect. Their are a lot i wanna to say ,but i don’t know how to express them .Something about job,lets stop here.
This comes from the Murmur into my nightmare ,and this awakes me out, so i note it on my substantial voice. Thanks for these days learning ,and take me vivid also abstract fancy,thats not real me.i just take down for the fresh.
It will start about my night’s dream.The night was in mist,and i am not sure i really scare about darkness coming, one short young girl happy thrown the sea turtle in water with her plasticbag.and fllow her steeps, its likely see the sea water,touch them,feeling good, of course them fresh.while a man from Taiwan is lying on the plastic ball,the sea water quite flows.But suddenly the machine onset that make all of them stop the joy.The beautiful scenery will be over.
Sorry for my mind occurs a episode, i am just feeling i have a lot to say.a beauty girl shows the confession toward the boy,and she show up the big image that not her mind.About whats image, i have forgot.whats a beauty scene on human’s nature emotion.
About i have a lot of things to do ,and i can not keep my mind on one thing.Even finish them, thats why i am in normal school and do normal things, but still i am happy also. i think almost it is much implication on importance.No frustraction,no too much high-attack.
still my mind nightdream, when stop beauty,all of joy people start horror.Even a girl escape ,and unfortunately drop into the big hole.These beaty behind darkness,got it? Not the nature.
Another plot occurs me, i seems like a authoritative speechmaker.of course its visional.i was passion on a formula UB=NT. I unitentionally see my desk drew a lady, its says :sorry for my rude. so i stopped,and start my Murmur out of voice:
Everything has it’s routine, even people.Yet people they are special , they are unique respectively.
we are both in the different situation,and maybe confront the pressure that comes from eveywhere. Because of these kind of pressure, people start thinking:Am i do good for my job?am i still happy in daliy life? am i still keen heart to my close relationship,both my girlfriend? All of these notes occurs normal.
Everything is normal! Thats what i am wanna say. U neednt worry too much about them, only after u finish seriously .Okay,it’s ok.
“U are special ,may baby kind.” when oneday i give birth ,i will say that to my only child “u are special and fancy,before u finish them. “From mirror we can see the real, but it shows the reflection, is it really true? is it the real u? i think these from your deep heart. u know yourself, u konw that.
People we needn’t compare others a lot. but sometimes, its good for ones development. This world is multitudinous,like American. thats vary gives promotion to our daliy production.Think twice,is it?
You are special , you are fancy, you are a wonder. Even we can meet obstacle,over them ,u can jump out of hole.and open your horizon to this amazing world, you will like them, even after your face is cover with tears.
Believe every chain has the connection,you can never get rid of your relationship in your situation.But u do well or not, u tried ,that a good index to your life.
Ok its almost one and half hour in the midnight to write down. if recompose, i will give the supplements of my Murmur.
Failed for my private NetBlog,i release on wechat temporary.Okay
Tiny, slim, vague,
What’s hell part of fucking life?
Do as doing, say as saying,
One song takes two feelings,