we just hang around where we are stay in ,i feel confused and struggle,the scores is normal and,all them for me just as usually,next state i am just thinking about them,local profession will be over,from them,i see a lot,but i don’t wanna continue the contrast,this company can be a lot change ,to tell truth, i have less passion on this try at this time.

For me ,i just feel little calm,and little hurried,i don’t know these states good or not.and i start thinking these phenomenons meaningful or not. i see a lot foreigners ,their ways to say,and their skills to handle with people, ect. Their are a lot  i wanna to say ,but i don’t know how to express them .Something about job,lets stop here.

I wanna say something about personal emoution, i donot wanna share them,bcs puzzle and feel struggle .

The real love is pure and joyful,but when state develop into different state, something problem can be explored. from young when i was in school, i am crazy in myself.what’s real meaning crazy,just happy or not. now i am more neutral ,now its hard to aim my heart directly at the person,except close friend.

Love is just love,but sometimes it involves the families feeling, when i listen the music about marriage, i feel touched.

when we grow elder little, we will busy for what we are doing,maybe job,maybe hunting, its little hard to really love someone ,she or he is really touch feeling deeply.If we get married and we also love ,that’s will be real happiness. Sometimes i  fancy my wedding, if i don’t like that guy ,what a long time i will stay with that guy.

I wish when i  do my postgraduate ,i can get marriage with my husband,and if i pregnant,i will be a lovely mother. what a lovely family as usually. bcz stay in shanghai city,i feel lonely. most of time i would like to sleep in weekend,bcz normally days i am tired in jobs.

Thinking is just thinking, but i like simple, i don’t like to count a lot in life. If a man care u like baby,it is really a  happiness .love is reciprocal, and responsibility,forgive me that i have a naive mind.

I am working on the cross road, i eager i can get married in 2018,but it is little hard,time goes really fast, i am little scared.hhh,it really was.i love smile ,i wish i can always be.