THIS A EPISODE MEMORY, WHEN IT TOUCH MY FEELINGS.SO AS FOLLOWING CONTENDS:

What’s hell u happen on u ? we almost seldom talk on these days, and more often,or sometimes i can say like these, u seems sleepy and more pressures, its okay for me to cater your mood, because your situation. so most importantly , whats you wanna me to do for you? whats u wanna going on our relationship? i am not compliant to u , for me i just show u how to care, love each other and formulate a healthy relation. of course u have your own ways ,spirits and word-value to handle them, but i just feel confused , to tell truth u wouldn’t like share life and talk . even i try to courage to you to share your mood , work and your life happen on different place bettwen us. its seems like you have little passion to share .of course do what u want and be free what u wanna talk, its need’nt high-passion, more willing and what what. at least , u  would like to share whatever. u are so passive bettwen our contact,its not good to fold healthy relation. to tell truth , i feel confused, i scare this silence, think about we just start half year , that’s will be a long time to go . still like these?that’s unhealthy,of course like these. i am not a bad girl or no understanding to u . More often u would  refuse my try and good kind, its really make me upset and confused. problem is that unwilling to share and talk , then passive. maybe i am not big one in your mind, or other  reason things . perhaps like whatever, i don’t wanna guess. because i think these unhealthy to guess someone.Everyone have mood, good or bad. its okay ,its normal thing. we have ways balance all these.

But most important , i think communication is quite more important . because people just share and have power to tell some someone u like or even deep love. especially its exit bettwen on love. its not ask people do whatever, just share like these . because share life, people thats can enter into each other’s life. can understand what i mean. if someone is initiative too manytimes .she or he maybe upset . would u wanna see me upset? All these just i wanna tell out for these day. of course i am little pressure on my duty in work. but would like to share them , even good or bad. i think these healty. No one still happy or still not happy. its normal things on what’s happening. i just tell what i wanna talk and lets u know what i am thinking . why people get together, not alone? why people will marriage together , not alone? because people love and would like formulate a family and outcome. Its not ask u like someone then think these enough. and these need care and share life.

Anything i wanna tell u ? mabe left  liitle. most i have already  talk. sorry use english to writte them down. because yeasterday i writte a short blog. i just share to u on wechat .and wish sth would turn better. i just hope we both can have healty connection. If u not satisfy me, its okay. for me , i just wanna receive your own thinking. and in my mind u are good boy, of course i am not bad too. u are really good , but i dont like casual.everyone dont like. thats enough,its long time i writte them down . i dont like hurt words because i love someone i am unwilling say hurt words. its ruthless and violence. people love just love each other , no much reasons just comfortable.

okay its time i need to prepare to go work now. so i wish u take care finish all read and can understand them.Wish u good day.